everybody's looking for love

i didn't really study today. but i did go for tuition. and you know what? i've learnt more things about me. haha. i care.

future ravina shahi, you thought like this in 2010,

-i'm cool.

- i think very highly of myself.

- self-proclamation is the way to go.

- i don't like the way i speak. it is incomprehensible sometimes.

- i think i'm very smart.

- i've loved blue since i was a little abbey. that's why almost everything i wear/carry is blue.

- i'm not as shallow as you think i am.

- i hate it when people make fun of bangladeshi people and other indians. i've tired to stop it. didn't work. so i gave up.

- i hate it that many people can't define indians. when i say i'm indian, i'm indian. and then you ask me "why aren't you dark?". bloody hell. go wiki the term indian before you say anything. there are various types of indians, stupids.

- punjab is a part of india. i'm not a punjab.

- i think i can keep secrets well.

- the only person i tell my secrets to is naadhira. she is the only friend i can trust.

- i'm very hard to work with. i like to do things my way.

- in a situation, i get panicky because i think about the worse possible things that could happen.

- i'm a slight perfectionist.

- my life's a routine. it's bloody boring.

- it's very hard for me to say "i love you". i'm sorry. i can only type it out. i try to say it but it doesn't sound nice. i can only say it to my family members.

- when i want to do something, i do it.

- i think people of the opposite gender are huge distractions. especially if you have got a crush on one of them.

- i am not bilingually inclined (don't know if that makes sense). i suck at languages.

- i'm a bit of an IT person. i like gadgets. (sounds so gay)

- i like to believe i'm funny

- i should be studying for my exams now.

- and i want to find a guy like justin bieber, but not flirtatious. guys like him only go for pretty girls. damn annoying. but he's so handsome.